everyone who reads this, sorry for the latenes, i just never got around to updating, and when i did, i was to tired to do it.

so no much new, jsut that homecoming is in about a month and i have no date, so that means im goin stag as of right now. Got an ipod, 2 more weeks of DE (drivers ed for the less educated) so im excited about that, for all the people that read this... hopefully youall are having great lives, cuz mine isnt all that great... i got no gf, and the ones that i even consider are already gone... taken, which sucks cuz im regreting a shit load of shit right now, which is the mane reason why my life isnt that great right now. All i want out of life at this time is for people to stfu about who i am, and a girl to be with... hope i find sumone soon.but you know what makes it worse... listening to the songs heres to the night-eve6, twenty-four-switchfoot, and love song-the cure... damn i hope somewhare, some one will come sometime soon, cuz till than my life will keep going down the sitter...

well till the next entry...

ps.------

i wrote this, people say its good, but i dont know...

I Wish I Could Cry©

every time i think of you not with me, i wish i could cry.
i wish i could cry, for all the times iv been alone while everyone around me wasnt.
all the times i have seen relationships work and i dont have one,                      i wish i could cry.
but i cant cry because its not in my nature to cry, i wish i could cry, i try, and try, and try again, but i cant, ill try til' i die or until i have you.
i wish i could cry, for the many times iv seen you,
for the many times iv seen your beautiful face not next to mine,                       i wish i could cry,
i wish i could cry,                                                                                        all the joys you have in your life that i wish were in mine,
i wish i could cry, but its not going to happen untill im sitting beside you whispering love songs in your ear,
i wish i could cry...

 not cool

iight this is not a site, and i dont act like its a site, i know its a fricken journal, thats it,i can make it look good... WTF IS THAT i can to whatever the hell i want. and so what if i play guitar and breakdance, you got a problem with it... DEAL WITH IT. i can do what ever the fuck i want to do.this is a journal, that is a chat box, not a piss me off box>

so why dont you take your lazzy ass and go blow a fat mexican bitch

 isnt my site great

yea id say so, i got to give a shout out to phil for heling me with it, w/o him this site would suck ass, but now it dosent, thanx phill. well here we are, a project well done, and the music i dled from i mesh, but if i needed to shorten it i would just use http://www.goldwave.com. gold wave is an awsome program whare you can edit songs, delete parts switch parts around, screw a song up, or if you have a mic you can place the word bitch in the song randomly. this i also have to thank fill for. till next time,

steve

 wtf is right

its like weird you know, did you ever get the feeling that you were alive but your life was a dream? well if you hasve you know how im feeling right now, at this moment as im writing this, well anyways... have you ever needed go gain curage to ask sombody out but by the time you got that curage it was to late? well thats whay happend to me only w/o the curage part, it was more of a realization of liking her. till the next vewing,

Steve

 its a whatever life

hey, life is funny sometimes, its funny for me right now cuz the one thing i want in my life is some one i cant have because she is taken, she is so far out of reach but shes right infront of me, its funny cuz  i lover and cant do shit about it